This week has been beautiful. I’ve loved almost
every minute of it. My hair experiments have turned out pretty well. My skin -
despite the attention-seeking dark spots- has been fantastic too. If I'm being
real, it has nothing to do with the happenings of the week. I've been in a
really content place. It's the kind that comes with being at complete peace with
God. Even before realizing that the dictionary defined contentment (word for
word) as being "in a state of peaceful happiness", I knew it was
exactly how I felt. I absolutely love it here and I'm fighting fervently to
protect this space.
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The biggest thing I'm
coming to terms with this week is the idea that my unworthy little self is
somehow meant to radiate God... to reflect him… somehow.
How?
I guess I know
what that's meant to mean. I get it, but at the same time, I don't. Why
would God even think me worthy to have a part in His grand scheme of things? This isn't
one of those 'come see what new knowledge I 've gained' posts. I'm right in the
middle of my messy walk with God, I just happen to be reading and re-reading 2
Corinthians (in The Message translation) and this is the vibe I'm getting.
Today, I'm mostly sorry
for policing people about their walks with God. I've been hypocritical and
judgemental and all sorts of things I had no place being, so basically I'm
eating my humble pie and asking that you scoot over so I can sit with you in
the ‘screwed-up but determined to grow in God’ boat.
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